A lock of hair

Hello, yesterday(cos it’s 12.51am already) was the 4th day, we did the prayers(buddhist) today and(not that I want to say ah) one of the priest(or monk?) was really young and goodlooking. What a pity ah. *slaps myself*

Anyways, my grandfather was a freethinker but we chose a buddhist funeral because my grandmother had a buddhist funeral(and I think it was my grandfather’s wish as well)… but one of my uncle was a christian and actually he was very determine to have a christian funeral, however, my mom, auntie and uncle objected hence a buddhist funeral was held. Is my uncle like sinned already?

My mom told me that while they were looking at my grandfather’s belongings in his bedroom, they found a lock of my grandmother’s hair(taken when she was young) and my uncle revealed that they(grandfather and grandmother) exchanged love letters as well but sadly, they could not find it in his room anymore. How loving =)

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Today will be the day where my grandfather will be cremated. I am sure my mother will cry uncontrollably when we watched the coffin slowly being push into the fire(?) and how I hate that part, why can’t they do it faster? Shall see about it later.

p.s. When I die, I will pretty much like my body to be buried please cause I really am afraid of fire.

okay shall get some sleep now